Thursday, December 6, 2012

Drawn to Life: Black Friday

This year, I thought it might be fun to go to Black Friday at Walmart—not to buy anything, just to witness the chaos firsthand. I expected unruly crowds, but it was so much worse. It bordered on anarchy.

I was barely able to maneuver through the masses, so I edged myself into a corner and proceeded to observe the confusion unfold. As I watched, I took note of what different people had in their shopping carts. Then I created names and personas for them in my head.

Here's a sampling of the people I encountered.











I had a difficult time wrapping my head around Gene. He really had a Friends sweatshirt on. I like to imagine he's never actually seen Friends, but when he found the sweatshirt he though, "What a nice sweatshirt. Everyone needs friends. I'm going to purchase this lovely sweatshirt."

Special thanks to Kristin for allowing me to use her format on this post!

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Devious Kitten

Several weeks ago, I moved to New York. While searching for an apartment, I've been staying with friends. Normally I'd be in a rush to find a place of my own and get settled, but in this case I've been more leisurely than expected. The reason for this is simple: there's a new kitten in the apartment.

His name is Oliver. He's adorable. But as is the way with all cats, his charm is a facade. Nothing acts that cute without an ulterior motive.


By the time I arrived on the east coast, Oliver had already settled into my friend's apartment. I asked why he'd decided to get a kitten, and he explained that it hadn't exactly been a choice. He'd found Oliver in the street one rainy night, wet and scared. Tiny and alone, it was obvious that he was a stray.


My friend had picked him up and taken him home. "That's a cute story," I told him. "That kitten is lucky you showed up."

Still, I had doubts. Cats are sneaky and treacherous, and many of them hatch deliberate plans to worm their way into warm and comfortable homes. They hang out in dumpsters and alleys, waiting for some unsuspecting human to scoop them up.


Since my job consists of making art, writing funny stories, and watching Top Chef marathons, I stay home during the day with the kitten while my friend is at work. For the most part, I have nothing to complain about. Oliver nibbles on my toes, makes little chirping sounds at me when he wants to be pet, and brings all his toys into the living room to show me, which he places in a pile near my feet. It's a cute distraction from my workload.

Sometimes, though, he's a a handful. Like when I'm trying to play Skyrim and he's acting like a feline version of Honey Boo Boo hopped up on go-go juice.


Generally, kittens are pretty simple if you can figure out what's going on inside their heads. Luckily their heads are the size of unripe kiwis, so it's safe to assume there's not much going on inside.


If Oliver is any indication, I figure kittens have three modes of existence: hungry, sleepy, and violent. Hungry Oliver is easily dealt with. Drop a few pounds of raw beef on the floor and you've got yourself a few minutes of peace and quiet. As for Sleepy Oliver, that's a bit more problematic—mainly because he likes to sleep in the more inopportune places.


Cats do this squinty thing with their eyes when they're getting sleepy. When I see Oliver squinting at me from across the room, I know it's time to find a save point in my videogame or wrap up whatever blog entry about vomit I'm currently in the middle of, because I know I'm about to have a purring cat nuzzled up against me.

Squinty Oliver is charming, but as with every other adorable thing kittens do, it's a trick, and shouldn't be trusted.


When Ollie squints at me, it usually means, "I want to snuggle as close to you as possible with some part of my butthole touching your face." Worst case scenario, it indicates he's relaxing in preparation of farting on me.

And Oliver's farts are astoundingly bad.


It's hard to describe a smell through the internet, but I'll try. Imagine if a pirate farted into a treasure chest right before his ship sank in the Pacific Ocean, then 400 years later famed oceanographer Robert Ballard discovered the wreck and raised the treasure chest to the surface and opened it on a hot summer day, releasing the half-millenium old stench out into the open. That's what Oliver's farts smell like.

Cat farts aside, I can manage Oliver when he's cuddly. When he becomes fesity and bitey, it's another story. Sometimes he's just lovingly destructive, like when he rips buttons off my shirt, or chews on my eyebrows hard enough to draw blood, or rips apart the furniture (which I allow, because it's not my furniture and I don't have to pay to replace it).


If the object is small enough, Oliver likes to drag it into the living room so he can ruin it in front of me. He keeps his eyeballs fixed on me the whole time, like he's testing me. Warning me.


Other times, unexpectedly, Oliver flips into feral mode, and I have to watch out. At any moment a wide-eyed furbeast might rocket out from behind a corner and strike.


I live in constant fear.


I do my best to make sure Oliver knows who's boss. I constructed a really uncomfortable lion costume for him on Halloween and forced him into a photo shoot so I could gain more followers on Instagram. Sometimes I make him apply for retail jobs on Craigslist and laugh at his disappointment when he gets turned down. He really should know better. Cats aren't qualified to work at Old Navy.

Last week I bought a new Roomba (my second robot vacuum in as many years, which certainly puts me in the upper echelon of lazy Americans). I bought it because, deep down, I'm a 700 pound fat dude with a neckbeard who needs robots to do his housework, but also because if there's one thing I've learned from the Internet, it's that people love YouTube videos of cats riding Roombas.

When it arrived in the mail, I attempted to introduce Oliver to it. He wasn't pleased.


I set him down and he scampered off, his tail fluffed up in distress. "What good are you to me if you won't make me rich on YouTube!" I shouted at him as his disappeared into the bedroom.

I suppose I'll need to start slow at first to get Oliver acquainted to the new vacuum. Maybe if I cover it in deli meats he'll learn to love it. He will make me YouTube famous, one way or another. It's his duty as an American Shorthair.

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Thanks, But No Thanks

In fourth grade I had to do a project about Thanksgiving. My teacher, Mrs. Willis, granted a degree of freedom concerning the assignment, and kids were allowed to write essays, make up songs, draw pictures, assemble dioramas, or whatever else they wanted. Because I wasn't already enough of a social pariah in elementary school, I decided to make sock puppets and perform a skit for the class. Surprisingly, the performance proved to be quite popular, despite its lack of historical accuracy.


At ten years old I had a feeble grasp on the plight of the Native Americans, and my performance reflected that lack of knowledge. I was more concerned with the shock value associated with a violent and inflammatory skit. After all, children are idiots, and I was no exception. I was already showing a touch of ill-conceived defiance that would eventually blossom into full blown teenage angst.

Mrs. Willis was less than pleased with my project.


Eventually, she cut the piece short.


I wound up with a C+. On the comment card I received later that week, Mrs. Willis had written, "Lovely puppets. But next time do a little more research. Also part of the project was to talk about what you're thankful for this year, and you did not address that."

I'm thankful for Mortal Kombat 3, I thought to myself. Does that count? 

My family never really celebrated Thanksgiving, and I think that's part of the reason for my lack of understanding concerning the holiday's roots. I have a few vague memories of Thanksgiving dinners at my grandparents' ranch, back when my grandmother still cooked. I recall dreading those dinners—not because my grandmother was a poor cook, but because I was such a fussy eater. My mother would cut me bits of turkey and I'd do my best to choke it down, though I usually only succeeded in chewing and chewing and chewing until the turkey expanded into a mushy, unswallowable puree.


Some time in the early nineties, my grandmother decided she was "over it" and stopped cooking altogether. And because my own mother rarely cooked anything more complicated than, "a bunch of random stuff in a stew, it's delicious, just eat it," I grew up a stranger to home-cooked holiday meals. It wasn't until college that I had my first real Thanksgiving dinner—though it left me with little to be thankful for.

It was sophomore year of college and my friend Nona had invited me to Thanksgiving thrown by her employer. She'd recently landed an internship at small design studio, and because she was new, she wanted to bring a friend as a social buffer. Since I'm never one to pass up free food, I obliged.

"How does this work?" I asked. "Is it like a potluck? Should I pick up a chocolate cake from Costco?"

"No, my boss reserved a big table at a restaurant," said Nona. "Just come. I don't really know anyone at work yet. Everyone is older than me except for this d-bag Galen, and I hate him. Just come."

I'd seen a picture of Galen before. I'd never met him, but i hated him too.


I appreciated the fact that Nona's boss had opted to hold Thanksgiving in a restaurant since the only holiday foods I'm really fond of are mashed potatoes and butter (these can be enjoyed together or separately). The joint he'd chosen was a cozy, tavern-style eatery. When Nona and I arrived, I did my best to make small talk with the dozen or so middle-aged designers in thick Buddy Holly glasses whom I knew I'd probably never see again. Thankfully, food orders were quickly taken and before long I was able to focus my attention on food instead of people, as that is my way.

About ten minutes into the meal, I noticed Nona stop chewing the bite of cranberry stuffing she'd popped into her mouth only moments before. She paused, swallowed laboriously, then gingerly set her fork down and whispered to me quietly, "I'll be right back." After that she disappeared from the table.

Roughly five minutes had passed when my phone vibrated in my pocket. I slipped it out and glanced at it under the table. It was a text from Nona.


I slipped my phone back into my pocket and continued eating, hopeful that Nona would recover and return to the dinner table soon. A few minutes later, my phone buzzed again. It was another text from Nona.


I was nervous for Nona, but at the same time I was nervous for myself. If Nona didn't return soon and someone asked about her, I'd have to explain that her ass was currently exploding down the hall. I tried to imagine when Nona must be going though. I sat at the table, smiling awkwardly at the chattering folks around me, imagining poor Nona careening into space, propelled into the abyss by a never ending stream of diarrhea.


I received one last text from Nona before she went silent.


With no more incoming updates from my friend, I could only assume that she'd perished. I thought about her drifting through outer space for the rest of eternity, frozen solid. I would miss her.


When Nona finally returned after a near twenty minute absence, she sat down and delicately forked a bit of cold mashed potatoes into her mouth as if nothing had happened at all. From several seats down the table, I heard Galen crack, "Yo, Nona, you get diarrhea or what?" He chuckled to himself. Everyone turned toward Nona. She slowly lifted her head and stared at Galen icily.


Galen looked nonplussed. Nona turned back to her plate and continued eating. Nobody else asked about her absence. I thought to myself, This year I'm thankful for intestinal fortitude.

At the end of the meal, it became apparent that I was the only one paying with a credit card, so I offered to take cash from everyone and put the whole bill on my card. I'll get so many rewards points! I schemed. I'll probably be able to cash in for a five dollar Target gift card! Score! When the waiter came to pick up the check, I was daydreaming of the bountiful treasures I'd purchase on my next shopping trip.


Though distracted, I still managed to pick up on the fact that the waiter was acting a bit strange. Prior to meal he'd been attentive and chipper, but now he moved a little slower, his eyes drooping a bit, his face a bit flushed. He seemed to be drunk. I shrugged it off, handing him the check folder with the cash and my credit card inside.

After he'd left, Nona whisper to me, "Was that waiter drunk or something?"

"I... think so?" I said. "I'm not sure." I peered off in the direction the waiter had gone, but he'd disappeared around the corner toward the kitchen. He remained absent for quite some time, and when he returned there were visible droplets of sweat forming on his forehead. His hand was wrapped up in a thick white linen napkin. He hurriedly handed me the slim leather folder containing my card and receipt, mumbled something that sounded like "thank you," and scrambled back toward the kitchen. I glanced at Nona. From the look on her face, I could see she was just as weirded out as me. Nobody else at the table seemed to notice.

When I opened the check folder, my confusion turned to alarm. My debit card was smeared with blood. I nudged Nona. Her gaze turned to the open folder and her eyes widened. Without saying anything, she reached into her purse, retrieved a bottle of Purell, and squirted it all over my credit card.


A guy across the table peered at Nona and me quizzically, but said nothing. No one else appeared to pick up on Nona's and my alarm. I carefully fished the receipt out from under the the plastic flap and signed it, then hesitated for a moment before picking up my credit card. I thought about it for a moment, then decided I'd just leave it in the folder. "I can cancel the card and get a new one," I murmured to Nona, closing the folder. Some Purell gooshed out the sides.

Later, after we'd left the restaurant, Nona suggested we call the restaurant in the morning. "That waiter was, like, bleeding. On things. He was bleeding on things. Do you think he bled in our food?"

"I don't want to think about it," I said. "You can call tomorrow if you want. I guess he cut his hand on something. He's probably already been fired." I paused for a second before adding, "Maybe we should drink the rest of your Purell, just in case."

"Vodka would probably do the trick, too," Nona replied. "Let's go do that instead." I obliged.


I haven't had Thanksgiving dinner since then, mostly because all my friends are too lazy to cook, and damned if I'm going to attempt it myself. I don't feel like I'm missing out on much, though I understand the appeal of the holiday. It's easy to get caught up in the festivities around this time of year, and in recent years I've been making it a point to at least list things I'm thankful for. This year, as always, I'm thankful that the contents of my wallet aren't covered in blood, but I suppose that's a given. I'm thankful 30 Rock got seven seasons. I'm thankful for the seasonal Pumpkin Pie Blizzard at Dairy Queen. But mostly, I'm thankful that my life doesn't suck. I'm pretty happy. My feet are warm right now thanks to indoor heating and there's a kitten sleeping next to me. Life could be worse. I'm glad it's not.

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Peace Out

Everyone was talking about the moon. I sat on the bar patio, listening to the folks around me chatter about the sky's celestial state.

"You guys, blue moons only happen every couple years! "

"Look how big and bright the moon looks! It's almost eerie!"

"I bet we see a werewolf tonight, LOL!!!"

Through my four-beers-deep repose, I thought, Y'all a buncha teen witches. The night's rare occurrence of a blue moon seemed of little importance to me. I had more pressing matters on my mind.


There was a warm, late summer breeze in the air, making my usual effort to be cynical and aloof futile. I gazed up at the moon, and indeed it appeared remarkably bright, though this could have been my imagination or the patio's collective enthusiasm rubbing off on me.

I was deep in thought. For months I'd been harboring a secret unease, an itch I wasn't sure how to scratch. I wasn't sure what to make of the feeling, but I knew one thing: I needed a change in my life. Something big. I'd been living in Portland for four years, and as much as I'd enjoyed my life there, maybe it was time to start a new adventure someplace fresh. Someplace exciting, like New York. But the notion of relocating to a new city brought up the usual string of self doubt:

Moving is so expensive. It's scary. You're not ready. Maybe next year. 

But, staring up at the sky, I realized something. The moon, so full and bright, would look the same no matter where I moved to. I could decide to live anywhere in the world and certain things would always be the same. I was comforted by the fact, even if it sounded like something a teenage girl might write about in her Lisa Frank diary. I thought some more about moving, and by the time the bar closed I'd made up my mind to leave Portland.

Then, as expected, the doubt kicked in, and I immediately questioned my decision.


Though the prospect of moving was daunting, my mind was made up. I was leaving Portland. The question was, when? After the holidays? Sometime next Spring? I pondered it for a bit and realized I didn't have to wait if I didn't want to. My work goes where I go, and I have no real responsibilities besides making goofy doodles and surrounding them with text on the interwebs. Standing alone in my apartment, I announced aloud, "I am moving to New York City at the end of the month!"

With my plan nailed down, I set about packing for my big move. It didn't take long, since I own very little.

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I filled two suitcases full of clothes and shoes, with the understanding that I couldn't take much else with me. It didn't matter, really. The notion of a new beginning sounded exciting. I booked a one way flight to JFK, and in a sublime bit of coincidence I'd accrued exactly enough TrueBlue points to cover the flight. It seemed like it was meant to be, written in the stars. Silently, I gave thanks to Fortuna, the Roman goddess of JetBlue airline miles, and went to bed.

Over the next few days, the initial excitement waned and a bit of melancholy set in as I realized I'd be moving away from Portland, a city I truly loved with whatever charred, fetid husk remains of my heart. My friends seemed surprised when I told them I was moving and asked me what prompted the decision. It was difficult to explain. "It just feels like something I need to do," was all I could really muster. I knew my answer was vague, but it was hard to put into words. Luckily, my friends seemed to understand.

I began to mull over my time in Portland, making a mental list of things I would miss. First and foremost was the food. Food is so cheap and tasty in Portland, it's almost offensive. I pictured myself months down the road, trying to convince my new New York friends of the wonderful food back in Portland, like some crazed food shaman recounting culinary myths that no one will believe.


Even when the food is sub-par, it's inexpensive enough to make up the difference. In Oregon, all bars must serve food to maintain a liquor license. Additionally, bars can't advertise happy hour drinks, but they can advertise happy hour vittles. This results in patrons being able to order food during all hours of the night at insane prices, which is probably a double edged sword. Ordering greasy snacks at 1:45 AM is seldom never a good idea.


The list of Portland restaurants I will miss is endless: GrĂ¼ner, Thai Peacock, Tasty and Son's—thank god Pok Pok recently opened a sister restaurant in Brooklyn. Perhaps most of all I'll miss Salt & Straw and their interesting, sometimes strange ice cream flavors. Most of them are delicious and exciting, though a couple, like their "kaffir, lemongrass, and fish sauce caramel" flavor, were never quite to my liking. And yet, I think they could make even stranger flavors and folks (including myself) would line up around the block.


Like Liz Lemon, my world view is unsurprisingly food-based, but it's not the only thing I'll lament about departing Portland. I'll miss the fact that Oregon is one of just two states with no sales tax, meaning I have plenty of money left over for more important matters:


On the flipside, there are aspects of Portland I definitely won't miss. Over the summer it was announced that the new season of Real World would be filmed in the city, and that information alone should be enough to cause me to bounce out of state. I anticipate a city-wide breakout of syphilis in Portland next year and I expect the investigation leads to a hot tub in the Real World house. Patient Zero will undoubtedly be some orange skank named Anastasia.


Likewise, I'm thrilled to be escaping the clipboard goblins that linger downtown, begging passersby for a moment of their time. And while I understand that these petition wranglers who stand on street corners are not exclusive to Portland, they have an aggressive urgency I've yet to witness anywhere else. Maybe it's the lovely northwest weather allowing them to stay out year round instead of crawling back into the sewers where they belong, along with the Ninja Turtles and Alicia Silverstone's career.


I certainly won't miss the cyclists who seem to think the rules of the road don't apply to them.


In general, I won't miss the internalized hipster hate plaguing the city. Portland is chock full of hipsters, all despising each other for no real reason. It seems nobody can walk around the city sporting an ironic mustache or hockey puck-sized plugs without someone calling you a try-hard douchebag.


New York has its fair share of hipsters, sure, but everyone's too busy worrying about making rent and fending off bedbugs to put much effort into hating their peers. But just in case, I might keep my Portland roots under wraps for a while, though. I'm already getting sick of answering the question, "so, like, is Portlandia accurate?" Because yes, it is. Stop asking me.


I write this post from the east coast, having left Oregon behind, at least for the time being. It wasn't a decision I took lightly, and though I'm filled with trepidation, I'm mostly excited about new experiences and new stories to tell.

Here's to new adventures!